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Recovering From Inner Chaos I'm Meg. 20 years old. Sophomore in college studying Psychology with concentrations in Biology and Physics, and I want to go into some kind of neuroscience, but I change my mind about that every day. Biomedical engineering? Biopsychology? Behavioral or cognitive neuroscience? I have too many interests. I am as nerdy as I sound! Absolutely love puppies. Harry Potter fanatic. Bubbly and a little bit crazy. My socks never match. Always kind and honest. Recovering from an eating disorder, or really, all of them, self-harm, anxiety and depression. Hopefully, I will look back one day and remember that this self-induced hell never brought me happiness. Living your life is what brings you happiness. I haven't cut myself since May 23rd, 2013. I have not lied since April 24th, 2013. |
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Notes Skinny Love Cover on SoundCloudI’ll be posting a lot more in the future :)
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Notes33 playsMy cover acoustic cover of Skinny Love.
Worth putting on my SoundCloud page? I’m considering rerecording it!
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I love you.
Remember that night
sitting on your couch
both of us struggling
to get those three words
out of our mouths ?
I’d stutter and laugh
like I always do
and you just stared at me
some kind of silent competition
of who’d get the courage
to say it then and there.
But someone’s gotta say it first
someone’s gotta utter those three terrifying words.
Then you said it too:
Baby I love you.
I tried to say it about a month before
you were playing country music in your car.
I opened my mouth
but my nerves got the best of me.
I’d never said it before
and meant it.
I was afraid of opening up
letting you in
and being disappointed.
But someone’s gotta say it first
someone’s gotta utter those three terrifying words.
Then you said it too:
Baby I love youI felt so vulnerable
with no guarantee
that you’d say it too.
But someone’s gotta say it first
someone’s gotta utter those three terrifying words.
So I said it first
my voice shook as I uttered those three terrifying words .
Then you said it too:
Baby I love you. -
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"Baby I’m sorry if I neglected you when I thought I was protecting you."
Lyrics from a new song I’m writing
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NotesThe Way I Am cover from the wedding!
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Notes59 playsCover of The Way I Am by Ingrid Michaelson
I’m singing this at my Aunt’s wedding tomorrow and I’m super nervous. Hopefully my voice is totally back by then :)
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Notes20 playsA song called Thank You that I wrote when I was 13-14. It’s funny to look back and see this kind of stuff.
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Notes207 playsIn Loving Memory, Alterbridge cover.
It’s not good, my voice cracks a lot, I got emotional during a lot of it and I had to do a million key/octave changes because he has the most ridiculous range to ever exist. Especially for a man.
I may not sound good, but it doesn’t matter. I did this for them, for me. This is in memory of Alexa, D, Courtney, Bekah and Ellie, the lovely, amazing people that I have lost this year. I love you all and miss you more every day.
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Notes42 playsJust putting this here so I don’t have to have the audio copy on my phone, let me know if you guys think this is worth continuing :) If I sound nasally (which I do,) it’s allergy season!
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NotesFound this a couple days ago on a CD. It’s crazy how much you grow over the course of 5 years.
I wrong and recorded this song when I was 14.
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When you tough it out, hold the line, and stay the course, I promise you there will soon come a day when you look back over your shoulder, shake...
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unpopular opinion
if you have a history with a restrictive eating disorder, then any dietary restriction whatsoever should be avoided
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I can’t believe Doug Dimmadome, owner of the Dimmsdale Dimmadome, bought tumblr
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The middle aged woman at EDA
Sat in her chair crying and explaining her 18 year long battle with her eating disorder.
Sadly, this was the first...
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SO THIS GUY IN MY ENGLISH IS DOING A PROJECT FOR BIO WHERE HE GETS A DUCKLING TO IMPRINT ON HIM SO HE...
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A catcall is entirely about reminding you that you are not yours. The purity myth is entirely about reminding you that you are not yours. The...
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He’s a bit adorable.
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