Recovering from Inner Chaos

Recovering From Inner Chaos

I'm Meg. 20 years old. Sophomore in college studying Psychology with concentrations in Biology and Physics, and I want to go into some kind of neuroscience, but I change my mind about that every day. Biomedical engineering? Biopsychology? Behavioral or cognitive neuroscience? I have too many interests. I am as nerdy as I sound! Absolutely love puppies. Harry Potter fanatic. Bubbly and a little bit crazy. My socks never match. Always kind and honest. Recovering from an eating disorder, or really, all of them, self-harm, anxiety and depression. Hopefully, I will look back one day and remember that this self-induced hell never brought me happiness. Living your life is what brings you happiness.

I haven't cut myself since March 27th, 2013.
I have not lied since April 24th, 2013.

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Notes Today is a really terrible body image day.

I have a wake to go to for a friend I’ve known for a very long time. I’m sad, I don’t think I can handle going. I’ve lost so many people. I feel alone. I need a hug.

Problems with boyfriend that we seem to have worked out but I’m still somehow still really worked up about.

I have this really beautiful black dress to wear to the wake and I just can’t bring myself to wear it because I feel absolutely and utterly disgusting in it.

I don’t know if I can do this.

Really tempted to use behaviors I can’t afford to use. Fuck.

#eating disorder #loss #grief #sad #blah #self-harm #depression #i want to sleep for the next year and a half #please

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if you have a history with a restrictive eating disorder, then any dietary restriction whatsoever should be avoided

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The middle aged woman at EDA

Sat in her chair crying and explaining her 18 year long battle with her eating disorder.

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He’s a bit adorable.

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