Recovering from Inner Chaos (It's not at all that I don't trust him.)

Recovering From Inner Chaos

I'm Meg. 20 years old. Sophomore in college studying Psychology with concentrations in Biology and Physics, and I want to go into some kind of neuroscience, but I change my mind about that every day. Biomedical engineering? Biopsychology? Behavioral or cognitive neuroscience? I have too many interests. I am as nerdy as I sound! Absolutely love puppies. Harry Potter fanatic. Bubbly and a little bit crazy. My socks never match. Always kind and honest. Recovering from an eating disorder, or really, all of them, self-harm, anxiety and depression. Hopefully, I will look back one day and remember that this self-induced hell never brought me happiness. Living your life is what brings you happiness.

I haven't cut myself since March 27th, 2013.
I have not lied since April 24th, 2013.

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Text It’s not at all that I don’t trust him.

But he’s going on a vacation with 11 other girls from his venturing crew (don’t even ask me to explain that, it’s just about the more awesome yet the weirdest thing at the same time.)

He’ll be sleeping in a room with one of their fathers…I just… I’ve never been this attached to anyone. I just don’t want anything to ruin that.

He said he’ll call every night, he’s been honest with me. I don’t think he’d do anything to ruin that. I’ve never been the jealous type. Ever.

What’s wrong with me?