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Recovering From Inner Chaos. I'm Meg. 19 years old. Going to be a Sophomore in college studying Psychology with a concentration in Biology and Physics, and I want to go into neuroscience. I am as nerdy as I sound! Absolutely love puppies. Harry Potter fanatic. Bubbly and a little bit crazy. My socks never match. Always kind and always honest. Recovering from an eating disorder, or really, all of them, self-harm and depression. Hopefully, I will look back one day and remember that this self-induced hell never brought me happiness. Living your life is what brings you happiness. I haven't cut myself since May 26th, 2012. |
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Notes I need to be cheered up.Why am I so depressed lately? I keep trying to just force myself out of it, but it never works.
I didn’t go to class today because of a stomach virus that I’m pretty sure I made up in my head. I threw up (involuntarily,) but I could eat, I felt okay other than the few times I threw up. This all started when I just didn’t want to get out of bed this morning.
I can’t help but think that it was depression getting the best of me.
I want to feel okay about my body.
But I’m fat, ugly, disgusting and worthless.I want to be happy and get myself out of this rut.But all I can think is that I’m never going to get out of this, so I shouldn’t even try.I just want to be okay.But I’m not. -
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enduringtiltheend said:
Is there any way you can get yourself on some medications, and/or get some psychiatric help? It sounds like you really need it… (hugs)
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